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Depression
Can you really sit in a tunnel of noise and yet hear only silence?
Can you scream so loud that you feel as though your heart will break and yet make no sound at all?
Can you be so trapped within yourself that you see no way out?
How can it be possible to need someone so badly but want every one to stay away even more?
How can you exist in a moment but have no emotions attached?
How can you be in so much pain that you are no longer able to feel?
The overwhelming sense that one more moment of anything that amounts to more than nothing will be more than too much?
Trying to make sense of it all.
Asking questions, trying to understand, trying to be more than the moment but being so buried in it that it suffocates.
Trying to try.
Holding on to the belief in self.
The endless fighting to prove that the lies are the lies and the truth is the truth and someone else's eyes create the muddle and confusion.
The want to believe that things are as they should be, that all the numbers add up.
Denial
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Literature
Depression
Depression is your sadness from within,
Always wondering how long it has been,
From the time you were happy inside,
Until the time you wanted to run and hide,
Some days are filled with violence,
You want to cut yourself and scream in silence,
The days come when pills don't help the pain,
You wished sometimes you would die in vain,
The darkness consumes your corrupted heart,
You think downing a bottle of pills might be smart,
Grabbing at your core is the weakness that feeds,
To take your life and fulfill your needs,
But when you think it is all just fine,
You awake from the nightmare on a steady decline,
You spiral downward from side to side,
You have lost yourself and even your pride,
Then there you are again, entangled in twine,
Lost in the darkness, alone in time.
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Literature
Depression
Lay down your right to be human.
Put on a dazzling smile so that no one can see your pain.
You hide it all so well, but underneath your shirt you can still feel the scars.
No one knows what it is like to be you.
Your smile is but one in a billion,
A mask that you wear to ward off the questions.
Your scars are your war paint,
But this is a losing battle.
You are sent to face the demons all alone, though they will never leave your side.
So keep that pretty smile steady,
And don't let one tear drop from those stormy eyes.
Put on your war paint and go out into the world, where your smile makes you just like them.
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